My sixth CSS annual camp as an advisor

I understand very well that these are God's will...

As usual, challenges have not fail to make themselves to my door way... This year, new stuff have taken place... The most striking events are non other than the 2 injuries of Vincent and Ferris. Vincent was chased by dogs in the campus and he fall down and injured himself... Now walking like a cripple man. Ferris went back to Penang and met an accident where his injury is 4 to 5 times more severe than that of Vincent's.

I knew that the devil has never fail to knock on our door every year when the annual camp is around the corner. Surprisingly I am very calm this year and most of the stuff are left to the hands of the excos... My job is to continue to pray for them that the precious blood of Christ is covering on all of us... Yes, Lord. Here I am Lord. I knew these happened with your permission.

Thank God for the support of the seniors. Thanks to Jonathan that came by to pay us a visit and had a chat with me. Thanks to Jeremiah who stays with me that I have an avenue to air out anything that goes on in this entire journey of preparation. Thanks to Emily who were with me prior to all this... With that long chat at mamak. Thanks to Nicholas and Aaron for your companionship. God sent you all to me that I don't feel I'm alone. Thanks to the more active participation of Cecilia and some of the burden were shared away. Thanks to Kar Keng that is willing to listen to my sharing even he is away from Malaysia... Thanks to all my GL companions for the power of your prayer... Your presence are always hearty felt...

My kids are growing up... Someone asked me why am I not scolding as much this year... Well, perhaps I've grown older that I'm more ready to accept imperfections. Perhaps I've grown wiser through all these years of experiences that I'm able to back up more so to being not so anxious on problems... Perhaps some of them are too green to be scolded, they didn't have much experience and they had tried their best...

But one thing for sure... My physical condition is that that does not allow me to coop with so much of long hours working with them and I need better and more proper sleep compared to who I was before. I felt so sorry to them but I must face with the reality.

I always ask God and I ask myself... How many more years can I coop... The answer is obvious... Till the day God calls me to do something else.